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Turning 40 happened a few years ago and now I have a hard time remembering what age I am, though I am aware of how I grow older and the horizon seems so much smaller than it was when I was 20 something. When I was 20 something, I did not look too far into the future. I lived in the present.
Okay, so I quit smoking. Major break through. It's been two weeks. I can say weeks, instead of days, but I cannot say months, or years. I'll be able to say months soon enough but years will take a while. It will take years.
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